How I Receive Information
My name is Story Waters. I am a Gnostic writer and speaker, which is also referred to as being a channeler. Through developing my intuition / inner guidance, I have learnt to access the collective body of infinite consciousness that we all birth from.
This is not a special gift. Everyone accesses it at an unconscious level.
Across my adult life, I have received a message. A message about understanding who, what, and why we are as human beings. A message that offers a fascinating vantage point on the human experience, as well as what it is to now awaken to the wider nature of consciousness.
My experience of receiving this information is what has most evolved. The information that has come through about what the human experience is has been entirely consistent. It has just broadened and deepened over time. But my personal understanding of what I do has shifted.
Whereas I used to see my explanation of channeling as evolving, I now understand that all the explanations about how channeling works that I have given along the way all apply (each offering their own unique flavor). How the Gnostic process works is best understood through them all because there is no easy way to pin it down. This is not because it is complex. It is because it is so simple.
Gnosis is simply intuition. It is the evolution of the gut instinct we all have.
I want to start by giving a really simple explanation. This will probably be the clearest and most powerful explanation I will give you.
Most people experience intuition or a gut instinct when they are driving around looking for a parking space. For example, you come to a junction, and you can go left or right. Internally, this is a place where we ask a question, “Which way should I go?” Most people feel some form of response or nudge. Sometimes it works out, and sometimes it doesn’t. But regardless, there is this feeling of “I think I will do best if I go THAT way.”
The Gnostic process extends that inner nudge, and it arises from the acknowledgment that something happens in that moment. There is some flow of information … of energy … of instinct. I have focused on evolving that intuitive response and it gets to a point where instead of answering basic questions like, “Should I go left or right?”
I ask bigger, broader questions and I receive bigger, broader answers.
The Raindrop and Ocean Analogy
As you deepen your understanding of this process, most people then want to know where this nudge is coming from. It is coming from the unified, collective level of consciousness that we all share — that we are each an expression of — and that is source consciousness (which religion personifies as God). This is the ocean of consciousness we each birth from, and will return to, when we die.
We are all expressions of this ocean of unified, collective consciousness. In being unified, consciousness is like a single body of water. All realities birth from this core level of source consciousness.
Imagine the one consciousness — this ocean — decides to create a reality like humanity. And, as it is conceiving of it, you can picture this vapor coming off and this cloud forming as a representation of the ocean forming its intention. Next this cloud rains, and all these raindrops are produced. So, this singular, unified body of water becomes many raindrops.
This is where “the One” creates “the Many”.
These raindrops are the individuals of that reality. They each experience themselves as not only separate from each other, but as separate from the ocean which has birthed them. This is only temporary, and when your physical body dies, you step out of the experience of linear time … out of the experience of physicality. And the raindrops — the individuals — all return to the ocean.
We will all return to the ocean.
We will all return to the unified state. But individuality is constantly birthing out of it. From our life experience, we each suggest more lives that the ocean can experience. So, even though we will each dive back in when we die, we come back out again. There is a continuation.
So there is this cycle of coming out of the ocean and then returning to the ocean. This is coming out from the knowing of unity and going into individuality and then going back to the knowing of connection. This is going back to the knowing of how all separation is an illusion.
To call our experience of separation an illusion is in no way to say it is not real. Raindrops are real. Our individuality is real. A part of what is being said here is that our experience is temporary.
It is an illusion in that our physical form is temporary.
This life will be discovered to be an illusion because, when you die, this physicality — and this experience of time — will dissolve. It will disintegrate and the realization you will have as you experience this transition of form, is “Oh! It was a dream. What I thought was solid and permanent isn’t.” This is why the word illusion is used. You can substitute the word ‘dream’ for illusion.
Your life is the ocean dreaming.
You are the ocean dreaming.
This realization is in no way implying a lack of meaning or lack of reality, because the understanding is that everything is an illusion. All creation is a dream. All creation is an experience that arises from the ocean of consciousness and returns to it. So everything, including separation, is discovered to be an illusion.
We are each the ocean in a temporary human form. We will all return to the ocean of consciousness and rebirth from it. This is an eternal process. Linear-time is a defining feature of the mortal experience because the ocean of consciousness exists in a timeless state. This is because it is unified and linear-time is an interrelationship between yourself and a timeline.
The ocean is unified. The ocean is everything. It is All That Is. And, in being everything … one thing … unified, it cannot experience the relationship that is time in the way we do.
We are the One Consciousness … the One Self … All That Is … God exploring itself.
Although we can enter into this individuated “raindrop” form and, while in that form, we experience ourselves as separate from the whole, there is ultimately only one consciousness and, in our analogy, it is water itself. Even in our individualized form, we are water … and water is what the ocean is made of. There is nothing else in the ocean. It is entirely unified. It is a oneness. There is only water. So, in being this water — this raindrop of consciousness — you are everything that water is.
It does not matter if you are the ocean or a rain drop — you are everything that water is.
We are each a complete expression of what religion calls God.
You are infinite consciousness. You are God. You are eternal.
When it comes to consciousness, there is no concept of quantity or hierarchy (more vs. less / superior vs. inferior). Those qualities can only occur within the perceptual illusion of individuality. So, there is no concept that a big quantity of consciousness can do more than a little.
Consciousness is holographic. Each raindrop contains the potential of the whole ocean.
Our potential is greatly narrowed when we are in human form because, in entering individuality, we choose to enter a limited view of ourselves. We do this because we want a mortal / limited view. We want to experience being a focused individual. This is what we have done through the human experience.
We have explored individuality to an incredibly deep level.
So, there is this unity — this unified wholeness — to what we are, even though we experience ourselves as being separate. Ultimately, we are not separate, because all experiences of separation are a perceptual illusion. Our mortality is a temporary state of perceptual illusion and if you choose to see through that illusion, you will discover you are fundamentally everything that the ocean is.
Consciousness being unified is the basis of the understanding that all separation is an illusion.
The Reflection
Even if you are not within a state of individuality, to be experiencing anything is to be experiencing a reflection. A reality is a reflection of the self, because there is only one consciousness. There is nothing else to look at. There is no one else to look at. So, all realities are consciousness experiencing reflections of itself. And that is why reality is a mirror.
If all you can experience is yourself, then everything you experience is a reflection. So, it is not that our reality was created to be a mirror. It has to be a mirror because there is nothing else to look at.
All experience is the one consciousness in existence experiencing itself.
All experiences are reflections of the ocean that we are.
The separation we experience is entirely meaningful. We entered into it in order to experience it. It is not something we endure in order to get somewhere else. A part of the joy of experiencing separation / individuality is then in transforming it … in playing with it.
We are each constantly transforming our experience of separation, and that is amplified through realizing the way in which it is an illusion. The tightness of our individuality falls away not only at our death, but through entering awakening states where we open ourselves to all that we are.
This reality has gone so deep … so far. It is so expansive, but it is now returning. All the raindrops — the storm of humanity — are starting to return to the ocean and we are each a part of that. Through this process, we are gradually returning to all that the ocean is inside of ourselves. And yet we are in human form, so we still experience some level of individuality.
We are remembering where we came from because we are returning to it. To awaken is to remember.
As we return, so we awaken to the state of consciousness that we birthed from. In doing this, we begin to assimilate its attributes, which include our infinite nature and the knowing of ourselves as a creator.
Spiritual awakening is the meeting of the mortal and immortal. We are each the meeting of those two qualities. All that we are limited by is our beliefs, which are overlaid with millennia of thinking of ourselves in a limited form.
Awakening to your wider nature is coming to feel the ocean within you. It is to start to act from that wider state of consciousness … to start to choose from that level of awareness. This is to choose from the knowing of unity and connection, rather than fear, distrust, competition, and hierarchy.
To awaken is to create your life from the knowing of connection. This is how spiritual awakening births and there is no chance of failure.
You cannot fail to wake up. You are awakening in every moment.
Spiritual awakening is not a process within the human experience — it is the human experience.
So much spiritual teaching is based on ideas of how we are fallen or how we must correct some mistake or “original sin” in order to try to get back to this ocean / God. This is all based on the idea that humanity itself has been a mistake. It is not. You are not a mistake or a punishment.
Just as the rain cloud comes over from the ocean, goes over to the mountain, rains, and that water inevitably returns to the ocean, so it is with us. You cannot not return.
Returning to our source is as inevitable as the sun rising in the morning.
Your awakening is going to happen because it is already happening. The only choice you have is whether you want to resist it — which makes it a more painful experience — or if you are going to allow it. This book represents the allowance of our innate spiritual unfolding. It teaches the allowance of the ever-unfolding journey into the wonders of consciousness.
I am not saying, “Come and experience exactly what I have experienced.”
I am not saying, “Come to believe exactly what I believe.”
I am saying, “Go and explore your consciousness like I have explored mine because inside of you — this individual self that has been taught it is small and limited — is infinite potential … is God … is the ocean … is all consciousness … is the source of all creation.”
The basis of what I teach is for you to be yourself — the “you” that you discover through exploring your consciousness. It is not to be any this, that, or the other. Seeing things as absolute is what we are stepping away from.
Where humanity has become so monocular is through competition and hierarchy manifesting as ideals — the ideal, good, perfect person versus the bad, fallen, evil person. That is polarization, and it is the basis of the separation we are now becoming conscious of. Although polarization seems to be increasing, this is because we are focusing on it such that we can know— and thereby transform — it. We must bring it into consciousness in order to transform/release it. As we return to the ocean, our individuality is softening because we are realizing we are not separate … we are connected.
You are not a raindrop that is separate from the ocean. You are the ocean pretending it is a raindrop.
Through the Gnostic process, I allow the raindrop of myself to be in communication with the ocean such that I experience it inside of myself. It is for the raindrop to realize it has access to the ocean through going inside of itself and feeling.
Through the opening of the heart — which is a metaphor for the allowance of feeling — we open ourselves to understand how we have access to this shared, unified collective level of consciousness … the ocean that we each birthed from. And within that is all knowing.
If we open ourselves and hold a question in our mind, then we can feel in our heart there is movement, there is this flow, and Gnosis is the choice to develop that. There is not a set process. Intuition / instinct / Gnosis can occur in so many ways. It can be memories coming up, or even remembering moments from movies you’ve seen. I do not hear a voice. It is the everyday feeling of an idea coming to you.
It is the experience of revelation.
In Gnosis, the whole of your life’s experience is your vocabulary / palette. Through evolving this inner sense, you can bring through other personalities, but before you get there, it is much more a sense of simply “coming to know” which arises out of All That You Are. It is aspects of yourself coming forward, experienced through memories, feelings, images, and symbols. And, as you piece them together, you learn how to verbalize them into an answer.
My process is learning to become a translator of how this revelation emerges from within me. It can appear in incredibly subtle ways. But, the more you focus on it, the more the ability grows, and the louder and clearer it gets. This is why — like anything in life — to become a master at something, it is not about conquering it. It is about maintaining a focus upon it … practicing it.
If you will focus on developing this inner sense, you can reach your own personally evolved level of it. Anyone can do it, but, like all things in life, it is something you can have a predisposition for. I feel like this is something I was born to do. I think of myself as a messenger in that regard.
I have also felt deeply alienated, separate, and anxious throughout my life. So, there was also a whole turning inward, and I believe that helped connect me with my ability. It helped focus it. It was turning inward and wanting to know the answers to, “Why? Why am I here? Why do I feel so separate? What is this reality? Why do I feel so alienated?”
All these things combined and there was this strengthening of my intuitive sense — which was also the opening of my heart — and this connected me into the shared, collective level of knowingness. Different people manifest the ability in different ways. You can experience it through any art form. But, for myself, I have evolved it through speaking and writing.
My teacher was Jane Roberts who channeled many books from an entity called Seth. It was through reading her books that I came to understand what I do. I began with that model, which led me to the channeling scene and I experienced what I do through their lens. But now I have come full circle back to this idea of Gnosis and Gnosticism, which is the accessing of this wider consciousness through the translation of inner knowing.
The Living Library of Consciousness
In accessing the ocean of consciousness, what you realize is that you are accessing a colossal library (often referred to as the Akashic Records).
I experience the ocean of consciousness as a living library of selves.
I call it ‘living’ because when you interact with it, your own energy animates it. In coming to know yourself, you will eventually come to know yourself as all selves. Accessing ‘other’ personalities, which is the more traditional form of channeling, is therefore a focused subset of the Gnostic process.
Gnosticism is the experience of discovering there is an infinite library of selves within you. It is waking up to what you already are … all that you are.
Selves are the primary unit of consciousness. So, when we access the library, it is often the selves we can most relate to that come forward. Initially, I had the more traditional view of channeling and I described myself as channeling states of collective consciousness or the Universal Teacher. However, an evolution occurred when I started channeling the Seth I had met through the Jane Roberts’ books and I started channeling personalities more. What I have since come to understand is that it is the curiosity of my own energy which is animating selves within this universal collective consciousness … this library … this ocean.
My experience and my understanding of it have only gotten deeper. There is no end to how far you can go in the exploration of consciousness.
Although I call it a ‘living’ library, it is actually static and must be animated by our own energy. It is static because it is everything. The understanding is that we are in linear time — which is a highly focused subset of all time — and the ocean is all time. Because the ocean is ‘all time’, it is static because it already includes all moments, so there can be no sensation of moving through time. This is because moving through time requires a revealing of new moments.
There can be no new moments in that which is already all moments.
As individuals, we focus — which is a narrowing of perception— upon the ocean and we move that focus. This movement creates the experience of the unfolding of linear time. It creates the experience of new moments revealing themselves — experienced as the future unfolding — as well as present moments becoming past moments.
The whole of creation was created when the One became the Many. We are navigating this infinite array of possibility and we are turning it into experiences and lives by moving across ‘all time’ with a defined focus. We experience this as a linear journey, even though we explore many branches / potentials.
We each are carving a path through the ocean with our individuality.
Because the ocean / library all exists at once — which does not allow for movement or change — in relation to us, it is static. When we access it, we animate it with our energy (which is, in fact, the movement of our focus). Even though it happens as an automatic process, the channeler guides what comes forward through a process that involves questioning and reflection. Because we are embodied selves, it is therefore usually personalities that come forward in response to / reflection of our questions.
This is why, even though it can appear hokey, channelers usually communicate through channeled personalities / entities / selves. The Gnostic process is always a reflection of the channeler, and what comes forward is what best presents the answer that is sought. The face of the answer is a part of the answer. There is nothing extraneous — the entire experience is complete … whole … perfectly imperfect.
The gnostic process is triggered by having a question.
The imagination is a space within you that bridges the heart and the mind. Within that space, you are open to infinite possibility. But, as human beings, we are trained to believe that what comes into our imagination is fantasy … is subconscious … is ‘made up’. As a Gnostic, you learn to not write off the imagination as nonsense. An explorer of consciousness lets go of that limiting idea and opens themselves to infinite consciousness … to receive ideas through their imagination.
This is to shift to the idea that you can receive meaning — and thereby knowing — through your imagination.
This is a big step not only because you are releasing the conditioning that the imagination is all fantasy, but because you have to allow the feeling that you are ‘just making it up’. The reason that it will feel like this is because that is how we have learned to label anything that emerges from our imagination. We can’t just switch off that association.
When you receive messages through your imagination, accept that it is going to feel like you are making it up to begin with.
It is quite a process to let that association go, such that you feel you are not simply imagining the information you receive. This process is highly confronting in a way that is unexpected and hard to explain. You are forced to face your fears in a way that is surprising.
When you come to channel — whether it is through stream of consciousness writing or speaking — when you try to let go of control and let ideas flow freely through you, an intense fear comes up of “What might I say? Might I somehow expose myself? Might I somehow say something bad? Might I say something that is going to put me into fear or that I don’t want to hear?”
In-built fears come to the surface to be faced. This is one reason why I believe channeling is such a powerful skill for people to learn. Even if you aren’t going to take it to a deep level, to experience what I am describing is one of the most direct processes to face your fears. Whether or not you become a channeler, you will find great personal benefit from trying the process because of how you will face your fears.
A significant part of Gnosis is facing a mirror of our fears. The longer you can look, the more clearly you will see yourself.
If you do not let your fears and resistance knock you back, if you face and process your fear, and if you look for meaning in the fears that arise, then learning to communicate with your spirit is an incredible tool for clearing through the baggage you are carrying.
It is to stand inside of yourself and — despite what most people think — say, “I am not making this up. This has value.” It is a powerful step towards personal sovereignty because it is to consciously stand apart from the crowd and the mass belief that “Imagination is just creative stuff and it cannot be real or meaningful information about the nature of reality or consciousness.”
Because we live within the reflection of our beliefs, becoming a Gnostic is really about coming to believe it is possible, allowing that belief, and overcoming the fears that stand in the way of that unfolding of self. It is coming to know the value of meeting All That You Are. It is to stand in your heart … in an openness of mind … in an openness of feeling.
This is what is required to really get into the profound stuff. An inner alignment has to occur.
The reason the process is so beneficial is that in accessing the infinite ocean of consciousness, what you are tapping into is unpolarized perception. This is to step out of duality. There is not some “other” consciousness within the library that is answering you. “Other” — which is an experience of separation — is an illusion.
There is only one consciousness. What you receive through the Gnostic process is your own energy being reflected. It is your energy animating the library, and that is what you receive back when you communicate with it.
Just as reality is a mirror, so the library acts as a mirror and shows us our Self … and your Self is the One Self.
What a Gnostic learns is that they can direct the stream of information — the response — through their own questioning. It is through questioning that this process occurs. To just sit there and say to the library, “What do you want to tell me?” doesn’t get you very far. I am not saying that question has no value, but the more you focus your question, the deeper the answer you will receive.
My process involves feeding what I am receiving back into the question that I am asking. This creates a refining of my question, which leads to ever deeper answers. What I am trying to point out here is that going deeper isn’t just about mining ever further into evermore refined definitions. It is about accessing unpolarized perception. It is about clarifying your question, which is about knowing your own agenda / fears.
When you completely unpolarize your question, you are open to all possibilities / answers.
Gnosticism has been called ‘the lost art of knowing’ but you could equally call it “the lost art of asking questions”. When you look at channelers around the world, there is a powerful, shared core to their messages. There is also a lot of variation. What that variation is about is all the different questions that are being asked. In this, you realize just how important your questions — and the intention behind them — are.
If you ask a preloaded question, you will get a preloaded answer. If you are looking to find something — if you are coming in with a strong agenda — then you will influence the answer you receive. This is because the answer you receive will reflect your agenda back to you. It will reflect your denial to you.
Gnosis will always reflect your personal blindness to you. You have to want to see your own blindness if you are to transform it.
Unpolarized Perception
My journey of seeking to unpolarize my perception — which is to unpolarize myself — has been the strongest driver of my spiritual process. This ‘unpolarization’ led me to deeper and wider answers until I got all the way through to how the human experience came to be created. This is to experience the original intention behind the creation of the experience of embodiment.
For these kinds of answers, you really have to step back to everything being included (a state of no separation / unity) because everything in existence is seen to be the result of a singular intention.
This results in the message that ALL must be loved … ALL must be included … ALL must be treated as equal.
We are all. I am all. You are all.
The practice of Gnosis unpolarizes you, which is to unblind you. This does not make it a ‘cure all’ because you still have to meet the choice to unpolarize inside of yourself. If you do not meet the experience through an open heart, it will knock you back. If you do not want to see the love and inclusion of all that the library is showing you, you will quickly find a reason to reject — and thereby avoid — seeing it.
When unpolarized perception hits a treasured belief (such as a cloaked belief in superiority or a belief that your fear-based attachments aren’t the causing your obstacles), there is an experience of knock back. This is because of how challenging it is for many of our core beliefs to meet this raw state of unpolarized perception where nothing is hidden and wholeness is apparent.
Unpolarized perception is naked.
Unpolarized perception makes everything naked. It is to see yourself stripped of your masks. It strips you. This book will strip you back to your essential essence, not create you or build something onto you. It will strip you such that you are free to create without the limitation of fear. It will unrelentingly strip you of your fears. Unpolarized ideas destroy separation in a way that catalyzes people because of how they evoke the fears we use to contain / mask / filter our experience.
Channeled materials challenge the mass polarized belief-system we birth into.
It took me until gone forty before I really began to see the polarizations I was lost in — even though prior to this I was teaching about stepping out of polarization. It is a long process to unravel everything that we are, but it is incredibly rewarding. There are new discoveries at every step of the journey.
There are many vistas within your consciousness … many vantage points on our world.
All the polarizations we have chosen are deeply meaningful and the journey to unravel them — to unpolarize them — is to live the experience that we, as infinite consciousness, wanted.
Writing vs. Speaking
Any person best expresses what they are here to experience … what they are here to share. I feel like I am learning to be a librarian because I have had so much interaction with this library (and the personalities that have come forward from within it).
When I write, I go into an extremely wide state of collective consciousness where I directly experience revelatory ideas / concepts. This is essentially acting as my own librarian. However, when I am in front of an audience speaking or doing a live broadcast, personalities often begin to emerge.
When I get into a potent idea, it feels like I am tapping into some speech in history where the idea is expressed with great clarity. This stream of energy often contains some of the personality of the person that expressed it. Therefore, when I channel through speaking, even when I am expressing universal ideas, I sometimes express this level of self / personality that the information is connected to.
This animation of self, that essentially appears as some kind of puppetry of a human being, puts many people off watching channeling. I can keep the voice in a more universal energy space and many people find that to be more accessible. I used this kind of voice mainly in my early channeling, where it called itself ‘SunSon’. SunSon spoke in a way that was similar to Abraham as channeled by Esther Hicks (a wide, loving, collective energy who says they are also the entity that Jane Roberts’ called Seth).
What adds to the polarization around the Gnostic process is the idea that if it isn’t real, then the person doing it is literally putting on an act in order to fool people (usually seen as being for monetary gain). Therefore, when someone discovers channeling, there is usually a feeling that they must quickly decide if it really is amazing life-changing magic or just another hustler. The skeptical approach often wins out.
Many people can’t let the magic of the gnostic process into their lives because it seems too miraculous to be true (and, yes, it can look / sound weird).
I became interested in exploring channeled personalities more because I felt I had missed out on doing that because of how SunSon, the initial voice of my message, was so universal / collective. But then my channel explained to me how channeling personalities is a bit of an illusion because of how it is your own energy animating the communication. However, even knowing this, I still wanted to experience it because it doesn’t change how real it feels. It is both wonderful and educational to experience other selves inside of yourself.
When you channel another being, you become them. You become these personalities. You are them in the moment. You know them by being them — the experience is direct and complete.
I used to call it “I AM channeling”. When I channel Seth, I experience myself as “I am Seth”. When I channel Jane, I experience myself as “I am Jane”.
There are lots of different energies that have stepped forward, such as John, Michael, Hektr, Ibraham, and Hermes. I am not sure how much people sense the difference between these different personalities but, for myself, they are distinct feelings which are simultaneously connected. There is a smooth emotional graduation between them, and I can step between multiple ‘personalities’ within a single message.
When I write, personality energy is not usually present in the same way (although sometimes Seth emerges to cheer me up or give me a kick up the arse). I open access through the heart and the crown — through aligning and opening myself to receive through the focus of my question — and I become like a funnel. It is a state of inspiration.
Gnosis is the state of revelatory consciousness.
I have been doing this for so long now that I do not tend to be surprised by new messages. What most delights me now is when something I have been talking about for years — that maybe felt hard to convey — is put more simply than ever before. Seeing a big idea encapsulated in a few paragraphs is deeply satisfying.
There are also times where different subjects meet in an unexpected way that helps explain both of them. This can be incredibly validating when I don’t see it coming. It is the satisfaction of coming to the same result through two different experiments, or coming to the same destination from two different routes.
People more easily access my writing because the speaking — especially when personalities are involved — can have an energy that knocks people back. When you read text, you are energetically in control of the distance between your psyche and the concepts. You are in control of how much you are meeting the message.
You can approach / assimilate writing in a much gentler way.
When I am writing, I get into a state of delight about the text that is coming through. What is so powerful is that this delight feeds into the message such that it becomes deeper and more powerful. The writing becomes like riding a wave of energy with my questioning being the surf board.
This happens to a degree with the speaking, but there is a limit to it. When I am in front of an audience, a lot of human stuff kicks in when I am getting more and more animated (especially when I know that the more animated I get, the more it pushes some people back). I can’t be as uninhibited because I am an empath (that must have all my senses wide open to do this) who feels all the emotions in the audience.
When personalities come through the speaking, there is a walking of a tightrope. This tightrope is not there when I write. Writing is a much safer environment, and I can just fall into a positive experience as there isn’t a resistive force. I can go so deep that sometimes that I only realize how altered my mindset has become when everyday life interrupts me.
When I write, I go somewhere else … somewhere that is outside of time.
This is something I now experience in a far more profound way than when I wrote my first two books in my early thirties. At that time there was more anxiety in my writing experience, with me wondering, “Is this good or bad writing?” I was still finding my confidence as a writer back then. Thankfully, I don’t have that inner-doubt / resistive-force in the writing anymore as I have come to see the value in what I write. This allows me to really fall into the flow of it.
My experience of writing is quite ‘off somewhere else’. For example, I can spend the best part of a day in the writing space and, when I come back, it is like awakening from a dream. It can almost feel like it didn’t happen. Because the writing space is so dreamlike, I experience a lot of temporal compression. But, when I read a text I’ve channeled, I get transported back to that space. I remember the dream.
The text is like a time-stamp or marker for an experience within the library that I can use to easily re-access the experience.
I love to continually polish the text from within this altered space. Whatever idea I focus on when editing, words come through that expand and clarify it. When you are connected to your spirit, ideas flow from your focus.
The revelatory state of consciousness is incredibly verbose.
When I deliver Internet broadcasts, I feel the audience. I feel people’s reaction to the things I am saying. I feel if there is something not being understood and, sometimes, I come back around to a concept several times because there is a sense of people not understanding it. What is particularly fascinating is that even when I privately record a message without an audience, I can feel the future audience receiving it through the recording. When you understand timelessness and the non-physical nature of the Gnostic process, it makes sense.
The first time I channeled publicly (2005), I was invited to speak at an event, and I heard the audience ahead of time saying, “Come and say this to us”. I received so much information for that one channel ahead of time that my notes for it became the basis for my second book, ‘You are God. Get over it!’
In channeling, you open up to the sea of probabilities that surround you, and you can begin to sense these emotions across time. The whole relationship with past and future completely changes when you understand that past and future are interactive symbols (which we most often use to express our fear).
The more you step out of fear — the more you step out of polarization — the more you step out of the acuteness of linear time.
Instead of having a pervasive sense of past and future, by unpolarizing you live more in the now moment. You are more in the present — as opposed to dwelling on the past or being anxious about the future. The only time you can stand in the abundant flow of eternal energy is in the present. It is the meeting of the inner and the outer. It is merging the inner senses with the outer senses. It is experiencing the inner experience and the outer experience as one.
In awakening, the past and future collapse into the now moment.
All That You Are
We are here to meet and unify all that we are. This includes everything from our humanity … our emotions … our desires … our physicality to all that we put on a pedestal as being divinely inspired or gifted. It is to embrace all of this and meet it inside of ourselves. This is the bridge to whole other levels of experience — a state of Unified Diversity — where you embrace both of these territories.
There is nothing to fear in the endlessness of eternity because we are always in a state of becoming.
We come here to experience this incredible depth of individuality — to explore it and evolve our understanding of it. There is no end to the understanding. There is no end to the questioning. There is no end to the process. There is no end to remembering. There is no end to discovery.
It is not that I am saying everyone should learn to channel. Everyone is unique. Everyone has their own path. But, at the same time, I do want to extend the idea of trying it.
What I teach is about opening yourself to a wider experience of consciousness. What I do is an overt form of it, but everyone has their own version they can easily experience. However you flow energy … whatever your creative outlet is … whatever your favored form of expression is, that is where you will discover your most powerful connection to your spirit / the ocean of infinite consciousness.
However, you most enjoy expressing yourself, I encourage you to take your exploration of consciousness to a deeper level through it.
Open yourself to meet more of yourself. Open yourself to the idea that there is this infinite flow of knowing … of understanding … of creativity … of love … of energy that you can tap into and express through yourself. It is not just about tapping into some library of knowledge. It is about trying on different vantage points and the feelings they evoke.
Spirituality is about fearlessly allowing yourself to be as you feel to be.
The flow of revelatory energy within you is unpolarized consciousness. It is all knowing. It is that which exists in a timeless state — the timeless state from which we all birth. It is the immortality from which our mortality emerged. When you tap into it, it is not about becoming a Gnostic. It is about becoming what you are in your deepest feeling of self.
I have become a Gnostic in tapping into this infinite ocean because that is what I came to be. And when you tap into it, it will lead you to become what you are. No matter what it is that you are going to be, you will benefit from opening up your intuition and your belief as to what your imagination can do. Open your inner senses, not so that they take over, but so you can unify them with your outer, biologically visible senses.
Awakening is the bringing together of All That You Are.
Whatever it is that you are doing in life, you can use this ability to stand in the flow of pure allowance, step out of the illusion of your fear, and see the possibility of creating your life without fear. Opening your consciousness is an avenue to more … to more creativity … more life … more energy … more happiness … more value … more ideas … more creation.
If you will work at transforming your limited, fear-based beliefs … if you will challenge your own skepticism and doubts … if you will use these ideas as a mirror to open yourself to wider possibilities, you will open a door in yourself to a new experience of just how flowing, magical, and synchronistic reality can be.
The message I have felt all my life is — BE yourself.
“Be yourself” is the core of what Infinite Consciousness / The One Self / God / All That Is / The Tao has said to me all my life and it is what I say to you. Be yourself.
This means following your heart and understanding that fear and separation are an illusion. In seeking to remove fear from your perception, you will unpolarize your view of the world. In doing this, you will meet more of yourself … more of your potential.
Do this through the allowance of love for all.
To come to love your individuated self is the same as coming to love all. This is because you will come to understand that everything is a reflection. The inner and the outer … the selfless and the selfish … self and other … thought and feeling, they all become one. And that is the meeting of the heart and mind, and that is love for all, which includes your individuated self and the ocean we birth from.
To be spiritually awake is to love all equally — the ocean and the raindrop.